It happened again, dang, another relapse in the books. Two Junes in a row, bad trend I’m starting, and I liked June! I guess I never really got over that cold (see previous post, shameless plug) and I think that’s where it all began.
Fast forward a month.
“Ask him if it’s bad” whispers my boyfriend sitting a few feet from my chair, trying to hear my conversation with my neurologist. I give him a look, but his look speaks volumes, so I ask. “Can you see this one on the MRI? How bad is it?”
“Well, it’s not subtle”
Not subtle. At least I’m not crazy, right? There’s scientific evidence that my hard to define symptoms, the numbness and tingling, the sensitivity, the ‘weird feelings’, are actually there, and not just my imagination. The feeling of ‘being off’ actually takes evidentiary root, in black and white picture format.
But that scientific evidence (proof of sanity?) that is so validating, is so damning. It’s evidence of progression, of worsening. What we’ve been trying so hard to stop and slow down is taking a natural, organic, progressive shape. What a horrible quandary that makes us want to betray either body or mind.
What is better, to be wrong and crazy or right and sick?
Scientific evidence
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May the Lord reveal to what is making the lesions. Lord will you bless lissms? Will you show her what’s causing these lesions and to eradicate it? Will you help her body to heal quickly and regain its former glory. Will you bring glory to yourself? Thank you, Jesus. Amen.
Thank you for your kind prayers, they are welcomed warmly.
I just posted some foods that help cause lesions. If you’d think it would help, you could check them out. I hate to see us all suffering when it’s preventable. 🙂 Can you get to my site from my icon? You can erase this post if you don’t think it’s helpful.
That’s interesting, I’ve been reading a lot about how diet can change and affect MS.
May the Lord reveal to what is making the lesions. Lord will you bless lissms? Will you show her what’s causing these lesions and to eradicate it? Will you help her body to heal quickly and regain its former glory. Will you bring glory to yourself? Thank you, Jesus. Amen.
Thank you for your kind prayers, they are welcomed warmly.
I just posted some foods that help cause lesions. If you’d think it would help, you could check them out. I hate to see us all suffering when it’s preventable. 🙂 Can you get to my site from my icon? You can erase this post if you don’t think it’s helpful.
That’s interesting, I’ve been reading a lot about how diet can change and affect MS.
Well said. The very information that confirms the unspoken and unnamed symptoms, is also the information that puts a name on it and sends you down a definite path. I personally cannot answer your last question. I feel wrong and crazy more than right and sick nowadays. But I don’t know which I prefer, as odd as that sounds.
I felt wrong and crazy mostly at the beginning too, for the first 3ish years. Now that I am seeing the flip side of that, I am not sure what I prefer either. It’s a hard question to answer I am finding as well.
Well said. The very information that confirms the unspoken and unnamed symptoms, is also the information that puts a name on it and sends you down a definite path. I personally cannot answer your last question. I feel wrong and crazy more than right and sick nowadays. But I don’t know which I prefer, as odd as that sounds.
I felt wrong and crazy mostly at the beginning too, for the first 3ish years. Now that I am seeing the flip side of that, I am not sure what I prefer either. It’s a hard question to answer I am finding as well.